Life

Salam semua,

Busy sungguh minggu ni tak sedar cepat betul masa berlalu.Im really enjoy my works here, kalau dulu rasa macam lamanya nak abis seminggu tu.For those who thinking that way,you should consider to find another jobs that suits you.Yes,I admit that every jobs has its good and bad day.Tapi kalau dah every weeks counting days bila nak sampai weekends tu,there must be something wrong.

Minggu ni saya pergi kursus kepimpianan selama 2 hari dianjurkan oleh universiti saya.It was sooooooo funn!!! Jumpa ramai orang.dari yang berpangkat tinggi sampailah rendah.Seronok sangat.Love the participants.Kalau dulu saya sertai kursus di company dulu rasanya macam tak adalah seseronok ni.Thanks to Allah,I've been given an opportunity to change my job.


Semasa kursus kepimpinan tu ramai yang bertanya, why I gave up my engineering world and jump to Japanese teacher.Ramai yang rasa,kalau kita tu pandai maksudnya you should take eng or medicine. If not,you must be some gifted person but your just waisting your talent.WHY!! why they have to judge people who takes arts stream like that?

For a moment termakan juga dengan kata-kata mereka.yelah gaji jadi eng lagi tinggi kan, kalau jadi lecturer dalam bidang eng pun gaji lagi tinggi dr sekarang.memanglah,tapi aku ni dah tak larat nak amik eng.Kalau nak ke bidang tu nanti kena sambung belajar dalam bidang eng.Tak mahu!!!

But diaorg kata eng has many fields, ada research management eng ( how to handle research) , eng education ( how to be a good eng kot ), and banyak lagilah yg depa kata.Tak semestinya kena belajar elektrik, mekanikal eng yang terlalu spesific tu.Hurmm new info neh.Tak tau pula ada bidang sebegitu.They said dengan pengalaman saya di Jepun as Engineer n Malaysia juga,I would be a good candidate for their faculty.

Tergoda sejenak.Saya ni bukannya benci sgt dengan eng ni.Cuma dah malaaas sgt nak masuk lab and so on.Masih terasa lagi tensionnya kerja sbg eng when you are pregnant.Stress2.Walaupun tak handle chemical selalu time pregnant but its the same building.I can still smell the chemicals when I pass through the corridor to go to my office when I was working in private sector not long ago.Kalau ada problem eng ni jugakla yang kena turun ke lab tengok walaupun tgh pregnant.yelah costumer nak cepat.Kalau operator buat silap ke kita eng ni jugaklah yang kena menjawabnya.Not a good environment for women.Dulu my boss perempuan tu,dia tu selamba je turun lab bila pregnant.But kalau dia tu, tak kisah,takkanlah orang lain pun kena ikut cara dia betul tak.lain org lain kisahnya bila mengandung ni.Ada yang tahan.Ada yang tak tahan.
Lagi pun saya ni jenis yang phobia sket time prengnant.Takut ade effect apa2 kat beby dalam perut.Time pregnant, I dont wear makeup at all.Lipstik,cream and so on.Why? Do some reading gurls.All those things has plumbum and chemicals.It can be pass through to our child.Maybe it is not so dangerous,but why not kalau kita as mommyy sacrifice sikit all those things for our beby.its only 9 months.SUSHI pun tak boleh makan!!! sebab ianya raw.Doc kata tak boleh makan .Dalam semua buku panduan ibu mengandung ada tertulis.Samalah dengan telur separuh masak,half cook steak and so on.So bila mengandung tu bacalah buku panduan byk2 ye.

Ok enough about being an engineer while you are pregnant.Back to the chance that I should grab at Eng faculty.After, long thinking and discussion with my friends,I say NO to that.I dont care weather its offer you higher salary or not,my concern is the family value that I could earn by being as Japanese teacher. I could spend more time with my family.Jaga anak.Balik on time.Tak payah nak pening2 pala duduk lab, fikir formula or invent new things.I dont want to do that all my life.Lagi pun I already have my own room.Senang nak buat kerja.Ajar pun bhs jepun shj.Settle. Ala gajinya pun boleh tahanlah jugak.Cukuplah untuk family aku ni.Kalau nak lebih tu suruh my hubby sajalah cari.Yang penting pompuan ni kena byk fikir family.Kalau family tak terurus kita pun serabut.Cam ne nak buat kerja cam tu.Lg pun jadi guru bahasa ni pun seronok apa.Boleh buat research gak.Tapi bukan masuk lab lah.Menkaji pasal org jepunlah.Menarik2.

Di kursus tu jumpa org dalam banyak bidang.Ada juga yang jadi guru bahasa.Tapi guru bahasa computer.Hihihi C gengo.Tak sangka kat mesia dipanggil guru bahasa juga.Ada yang bidang computer Eng.Kawal pusat pencerapan bumi di universiti tu.menarik2.Dulu saya fikir kalau nak masuk universiti ni kena jadi lecturer saja.Sebenarnya ada banyak lagi jawatan di universiti yang menggunakan kepakaran kita.Kalau yng amik eng tu pun boleh jadi pegawai sanis/pegawai penyelidik.Tapi tu la kan nak masuk gomen ni bukannya senang.Tapi apa salahnya untuk mencuba.At least senang sikit drp kerja di private sector.

Sekrg ni my hubby tgh ada kursus.Uhuks rindu sama dialah.... huaaa..Jaga diri elok2 ye sayang.

oklah sampai di sini saja dah ngantoks .Bye!!

20.10.2010 - Happy 8 months years old Aliff. ( ^ ^ )v