It is one year full of blessed and happiness.Just for one year, many things has change.After I got married, there are many things that i`ve learn about being a housewife and now also a mother to a son. How is your act will effect your husband and child.When we are married , we cannot be selfish and think only our own good.Marriage need endless sacrifice and commitment.
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Time nak bersalinkan dia ni proses die cepat sgt.Nasib baik dah ada kat hospital dah time tu.Kalau tak mmg dah bersalin dlm kete kot.Bila air ketuban dah pecah je tak lama pas tu sakit bersalin dah dtg.Pada waktu tu~~Uhhh...cam gini rupanya sakit contraction.Adoiii!! makin lama makin kuat rasanye.
Bila air ketuban tu dah pecah doctor dtg check nak tgk bape cm kita dah bukak.Time tu kol 4pg.
Doc kata baru 1 cm dia buka.Proses bersalin bwh tu akan bukak sampai 10cm tuk bersalin.Kol 8pg baru dia akan dtg check lagi.Tapi kol 5pg aku dah makin sakit dah nie..uhh mmg cam nak bersalin dah nie..nurse tu leh tak caya aku dah nak sakit bersalin..Dia kata `awak ni lambat lagi la nak bersalin.mesti jenis tak tahan sakit nie`. Dia siap kasi suntikan ubat pelali lagi tuk bg kita tak rasa sakit sgt.So time betul2 nak bersalin nnt bila dah buka 10 cm nnt bleh guna tenaga sepenuhnya.Tak de la duk penat tahan sakit je kata nurse tu....
Tapi.....
Aku betul2 sakit nak bersalin dah oii..seb baik husband and mak aku time dah dtg ke hospital time tu.Aku sempat msg derang selepas air ketuban dah pecah.Kalau time sekrg ni mmg nak sms pun dah tak larat dah.Mak aku tgk aku dlm kesakitan tu dia panggil lah nurse.Kalau aku yang panggil nurse tu cam tak dilayan je...derang asyik ckp aku br bukak 1cm lambat lg nak bersalin.Tapi nurse pun dtg jugak la tgk aku sambil mebebel2, kalau air ketuban dah pecah tak leh nak check selalu sgt bwh tu dah bukak bape takut kuman masuk.Siap tanya lagi weather to go to the labour room with wheel chair or just stay on bed.Of course la I just want to stay on bed.Nak bgn lagi naik wheel cair tu aku mmg dah tak larat nak bgn dah nie.
After that aku pun tak tau ape dah jadi,sebab tiba2 je nurse jadi kelam kabut dan jerit2 panggil doc.My hubby said that my clothes and bed sheet already spilled with blood.
Berlari-lari nurse and doc tolak katil aku masuk wad bersalin.Haa...tau pun aku dah cakap dah yg aku nak bersalin sgt2 dah derang tak caya...Kan dah panik.Kalau mak aku tak dtg lg time tu panggilkan nurse jugak aku beranak sorang2 je la agaknya.
Although I felt the contraction pain,actually my head was dizzy and sleepy.Oh ya...the pain killer injection that the nurse has given me earlier just starting to feel the side effect.My eyes was shut all the time during the labouring process.I pushed as hard and as fast as I can.I`m afraid after a while I will fall asleep.There were a moment that I actually wanted to sleep instead of continue pushing my child out.But when the doc said that my son`s head already come out, I gather my strength and push harder.Nak tak nak beby ni kena keluarkan jugak kan.Drp kena guna vaccum ke bedah ke nak keluarkan die baik aku ganbaru sikit je lagi nak bg beby ni keluar.
And finally beby aku keluar jugak.....keluar je dah nangis...siap keluar air mata lagi tu...comel..
Alhamdulillah.
8:25am Aliff Farhan was born.
Looking back all the moment that I have been through together with my beloved husband , i am glad that this is the road that I`ve taken.Sebagai seorang muslim, aku telah selesai separuh tanggung jawabku sebagai umat Nabi Muhammad.Telahku meneruskan generasi umatmu Ya Allah.
Bila air ketuban tu dah pecah doctor dtg check nak tgk bape cm kita dah bukak.Time tu kol 4pg.
Doc kata baru 1 cm dia buka.Proses bersalin bwh tu akan bukak sampai 10cm tuk bersalin.Kol 8pg baru dia akan dtg check lagi.Tapi kol 5pg aku dah makin sakit dah nie..uhh mmg cam nak bersalin dah nie..nurse tu leh tak caya aku dah nak sakit bersalin..Dia kata `awak ni lambat lagi la nak bersalin.mesti jenis tak tahan sakit nie`. Dia siap kasi suntikan ubat pelali lagi tuk bg kita tak rasa sakit sgt.So time betul2 nak bersalin nnt bila dah buka 10 cm nnt bleh guna tenaga sepenuhnya.Tak de la duk penat tahan sakit je kata nurse tu....
Tapi.....
Aku betul2 sakit nak bersalin dah oii..seb baik husband and mak aku time dah dtg ke hospital time tu.Aku sempat msg derang selepas air ketuban dah pecah.Kalau time sekrg ni mmg nak sms pun dah tak larat dah.Mak aku tgk aku dlm kesakitan tu dia panggil lah nurse.Kalau aku yang panggil nurse tu cam tak dilayan je...derang asyik ckp aku br bukak 1cm lambat lg nak bersalin.Tapi nurse pun dtg jugak la tgk aku sambil mebebel2, kalau air ketuban dah pecah tak leh nak check selalu sgt bwh tu dah bukak bape takut kuman masuk.Siap tanya lagi weather to go to the labour room with wheel chair or just stay on bed.Of course la I just want to stay on bed.Nak bgn lagi naik wheel cair tu aku mmg dah tak larat nak bgn dah nie.
After that aku pun tak tau ape dah jadi,sebab tiba2 je nurse jadi kelam kabut dan jerit2 panggil doc.My hubby said that my clothes and bed sheet already spilled with blood.
Berlari-lari nurse and doc tolak katil aku masuk wad bersalin.Haa...tau pun aku dah cakap dah yg aku nak bersalin sgt2 dah derang tak caya...Kan dah panik.Kalau mak aku tak dtg lg time tu panggilkan nurse jugak aku beranak sorang2 je la agaknya.
Although I felt the contraction pain,actually my head was dizzy and sleepy.Oh ya...the pain killer injection that the nurse has given me earlier just starting to feel the side effect.My eyes was shut all the time during the labouring process.I pushed as hard and as fast as I can.I`m afraid after a while I will fall asleep.There were a moment that I actually wanted to sleep instead of continue pushing my child out.But when the doc said that my son`s head already come out, I gather my strength and push harder.Nak tak nak beby ni kena keluarkan jugak kan.Drp kena guna vaccum ke bedah ke nak keluarkan die baik aku ganbaru sikit je lagi nak bg beby ni keluar.
And finally beby aku keluar jugak.....keluar je dah nangis...siap keluar air mata lagi tu...comel..
Alhamdulillah.
8:25am Aliff Farhan was born.
Inilah dia
*Aliff Farhan* Suatu kegembiraan/kegirangan
Hadirmu membawa kebahagian buat ibu dan ayah wahai anakku
Moga menjadi anak yang soleh.
Amin.
*Aliff Farhan* Suatu kegembiraan/kegirangan
Hadirmu membawa kebahagian buat ibu dan ayah wahai anakku
Moga menjadi anak yang soleh.
Amin.
Looking back all the moment that I have been through together with my beloved husband , i am glad that this is the road that I`ve taken.Sebagai seorang muslim, aku telah selesai separuh tanggung jawabku sebagai umat Nabi Muhammad.Telahku meneruskan generasi umatmu Ya Allah.
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